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[suzy-74.livejournal.com]

I had been absent for a very long time when I recently felt the need to check out LJ again. It was a very hard "comeback". I had no idea how sick Julia was and it was with a very heavy heart I tried to say goodbye to her.

I feel a huge guilt on one hand to have missed the time we could have had together but I am also very glad I was able to say that farewell, however short it was. I know she would have comforted me and tell me that I have nothing to feel guilty about.

Like so many others I don't remember when we first became friended because it feels like she was always there. I have not read all of her stories and there is much I have only just now learned about her. So no, I didn't know her fully but I felt her warmth, her compassion, her love. She gave the best of advice or comfort when needed. I know who she was as a person. I will miss her greatly.

It's a comfort to know her presence will still be here. ♥

Comments

[shirebound.livejournal.com]

That's a lovely post, Suzy. Welcome back.

[baranduin.livejournal.com]

*hugs you*

It's hard to come back to a place not knowing the welcome you will get. I'm glad you took the risk.

[claudia603.livejournal.com]

*hugs you lots* I have thought about you a lot through the time you were gone. I'm very glad you're back.. You're right, we can't live in any regret. We have what we have. Mews knew she was loved by us all. ♥

[lbilover.livejournal.com]

*hugs hugs hugs* Welcome back!

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

What a lovingly post, my dear. It's good having you back. ♥♥♥